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c' est la vie
2009-5-25 1:11:54 阅读(3) 评论(1)
不要打开潘多拉的盒子，不要打开我的心事。
大概人都会藏在心中很多秘密吧- - 在那些被尘封的- - 帖了封条的透明盒子里- - 恍惚地就被主人赐了个尴尬的名字叫 记忆- - 就在心中麻木又不堪赤裸裸的被带着骇人利刃的未来-大胆的嘲笑。
渐渐的- - 记忆不再愿说出许多的话- - 敷衍并且强颜欢笑的装疯卖傻- - 是的- - 自我保护的最好方式便是示弱。
天空不停地在啜泣- - 却慷慨的跟我说：你不用跟着应和，我很快就没事。
接着-毫无保留的雨张狂的让人崩溃- 之后便是悠悠的放晴- - 那种晶莹的蓝好像没有经历过任何故事- - 羡慕- 是否我也可以这般洒脱？- - 不要空荡的影子来填满我晦涩的记忆- - 那只透明的容器被冰冷的钉子禁锢不能动弹- - 只能无辜的任凭黑魔大胆放肆的挑衅-
可能么？- 我竟然相信那原本的浮生幻梦- - 那么那么你走吧- 因为我连撑起自己的力量都没有- - 凭什么期待似夏花一般的绚烂？
偶尔我问自己- - 是否喜欢在阳光恰好的温柔下淡定自若的生活-而非尔虞我诈的还原人自私的本性- - 人之初-性本善- - 说说就罢了。
然后了解了- - 善或恶- 未必是自己能把控的- - 错觉而已- 我们都不用愚蠢的高歌自己-因为大家都不单纯的浮躁- - 何必自欺欺人的哭诉说-自己缺爱而非缺钙？-
有的时候- 习惯阴霾的人- - 宁愿闭着眼睛面朝阳光让泪静静流下-也不愿意仰望天空-对着那份轻柔的和煦而嘴角上扬- - 怎矛盾一词了得？-
我诅咒记忆- 却又寄情于它- 淡然吧-
如果内心是一朵蔷薇- - 那么- - 沉着- 便是她开放的全部理由。
such. is life.
安。
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2009-3-3 12:05:10 阅读(9) 评论(2)
back to normal
2008-9-7 10:33:22 阅读(22) 评论(3)
First of all, this is really sucks.
I’ve been sitting in the chair and writing for an hour trying to update my q-zone. But Suddenly my laptop frozen, and I lost everything. So I am writing it all over again.
I was going to write something, but I really don’t feel that I have the passion to do so. And I was gonna to write it in Chinese, but then I realized it’s quicker and better to express myself in English.
School started yesterday, but I skipped, cause I knew there wouldn’t be much stuff to do on the first day of 10 month. So I actually planned ahead that I didn’t go to sleep till 3am the night before. And I’ve got another reason that I can have excuse on. I just came back from new york city. And I was not ready to step out from the excitement yet.
So for my new york city trip, I’ve been shopping all day long for 4 days. I went to 5th ave which is the world famous place to shop and known as the window shopping. It’s funny that I’ve been to new york city like million times. But I’ve never been to 5th ave. well actually I did, but in the wrong direction. and it’s also funny that everytime I go to new york. I’d always went to the time square, but this time I didn’t. Whatever. So I got what I wanted to buy. Well, really not anything particular, but yeah, fall clothes and a little bit of everything. Lucky me that I don’t have to wear uniform. So I got my soul released. And . freedom. I mean, don’t think I’m weird or something. it might sounds ridiculous. but it's really true.It’s just, I haven’t been in a such “big and super crazy busy” place since last Christmas. You guys ‘ll never know how boring here in buffalo, what they called “ a peace little quiet town”.
I’ve met peter, Michelle’s boyfriend. We went to ktv, the place I’ve been missing and dreaming for 3 years. He’s a nice guy, and I would like to give my best and truly wishes from the deepest of my heart to my dear sister, you got it girl! He’s definitely your mr. right. Even I don’t know much about him though. But I feel it. I’m happy that you desire to share everything with me, your happiness and the other side. I’d always support you with all I can cause I know that you could make choices that are belong to yourself. Even you do have missed someone that not well enough for you to miss. I would never believe that a couple like you guys could be together before you fall in this time. I mean, you guys have different background and even culture and things like that. but it is your destiny to meet each other and you better keep it up as the most important and fragile treasure that you have to run through and make it shine. sorry for the “light” thing sister. As the third person to interrupt. You know what I’m talkin’ about. Yeah, I’ve reserved the position of the bride of honor so long ago. Remember it!
So finally I have to go to school today. And I did. At the first minute in the first period, I suddenly realized that I’m a senior. Time passes super fast, I can still remember the first time I’ve been In this country and in this school. I didn’t know anything, just like Monica’s situation right now in American Samoa. Cheer up friend! Everything was so different from now. I don’t know why. Probably I just used to the way that I am right now. Even I still miss my innocent life before 16 somehow. It got to be busy this school year; I got all the new teachers that i didn’t know. And we got a new principal too, maybe that’s the reason why we’ll have two weeks off this Christmas. I can’t wait till then, don’t know if we can go to Florida yet, but we’ll play hard, that’s for sure.
Everything is back to normal. Summer’s over. I’ll miss my bed so bad…
献血记
2008-3-23 12:10:40 阅读(32) 评论(6)
这周一。。我勇敢的伸出了我的胳膊，被抽了好大一袋血。。 -————-。。。 差点晕过去。。不过清醒以后就感觉自己很自豪了。。
献血前一周的时候。。我总是在犹豫要不要去，。终于经过了无敌超级的心理矛盾和斗争。。在周五最后时刻报名了。。
周一的时候。。 早晨起床晚了。。于是抓了一根香蕉就跑了。。 下午要去献血的时候。。帅哥大夫（之所以叫帅哥，，是因为后来他救了我的小命额。。） 问我，，说你今天感觉怎样。。 吃没吃东西什么的。。我就说吃了。。但是不多。。 他说那你确定要继续么。。我就是当然了。。既然都来了。。
于是乎。。 帅哥大夫帮我验血，量血压后。。就把我带到了一个躺椅上。。 另一个女护士帮我消毒一统后。。 就残忍的把无敌粗的针管插进了血管。。我就紧张。。 哎。。 不知道是不是我经历旺盛还是紧张。。 血刚刚开始抽就流的很快，，马上就半袋了。。 接着就开始流的超级慢了起来。。也不知道是这个女人着急还是什么的。。 说我血怎么会流的慢了下来。。要帮我改变一下针管的位置。。 就稍微垫高了一点点。。这一动位置以后，血就开始流的想小河一样快了。。 天。。。我就感觉胸闷。。然后眼前慢慢慢慢变黑。。就听见这女的问我。。你怎么样。。我已经感觉说不出话来了。。 就努力的摇头。。她可能看我脸色不好吧。。就喊了人过来。。 我就迷迷糊糊的看见3.4个人影在我眼前晃。。 在后来就晕过去了。。。 哎。。
再后来又有知觉的时候。。是因为一个护士想给我喝点东西补充体力。。我就感觉有人拿吸管往我嘴里塞。。。 呵呵。。 晕。。 哎。。 然后等我慢慢的有了知觉。。 看见前面提到的帅哥医生在用手帮我拿着针管，， 根据血流的速度调动位置。一直到我献血完。。 呵呵。。 后来我才知道。。要不是他马上过来帮我调针管的话。。我清醒的时间会晚很多了。。 恐怖扼。。。 就差没给他一块匾了。。 妙手回春。。
哎。。 呵呵。。 虽然之后还是很虚弱。。但自己感觉很勇敢了。。 尽管像把小命买了股票一样。。 后来我在想自己当时的形象。。应该很好笑吧。。。 头上脖子上都是冰袋。。 脚还被吊起来。。让血回流的快一点。。 呵呵。。 不管怎样。。 在18岁生日的时候。。做了一件有点恐怖但是有意义的事情。。 应该会很难忘记呵。。
Auto Show
2008-2-11 8:38:44 阅读(45) 评论(4)
周六。拉着老爸去看了车展。
不禁感叹，有钱就是好。。 最近研究INFINITY G37.正好也看到了(上面。enen..check it out...）。。我的另一辆dreamy car.. 鉴于手动档暂时不敢驾驭，所以就梦想着这两拉风的自动挡的infinity。油门踩起来这个过瘾额。。要是手动跑起来就绝对无敌爽哈。。 记得刚开始学车的时候，自己只有在速度上去到70 80 MPH 才能找到感觉，也能稳定。。 老爸就说，以后我开车一定是开飞车，呵呵，罚单肯定也吃得最多的。。 不管。。 爽额。。 由于自己太激动，，车展的照片没拍多少。。（那辆奔驰看起来很帅。。） 照片奉上。。
看人家这缸。。
宝马的摩托。。